Biene

( Finnish Music )

AGBAGETERMIN: 21.04.2008

Die Zeit läuft also seit gestern! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. Hehehehehehehehe.

EDIT: Oh the stalker in me is amused. I love facebook, hehe.

I had a really exhausting but very nice weekend and so I do a very random entry and just answer 5 questions. Usually they are called Friday Five but I wasn't home on friday and so I do them as sunday five. I know it's very random but I feel like being random :P

1. What troubles you?
At the moment university troubles me because I feel as if I don't manage it. As if I can do whatever I want and it's going wrong anyway. The usual doubting I have every few months. But the end is near :P

2. Do you like thunderstorms?
I hate them. I'm even afraid of them. It's okay if I'm at home and there is a thunderstorm outside. I just try to distract myself then. But outside I really hate it. And most people laugh about me being afraid of thunderstorms.

3. Do you sleep easily or toss and turn?
I think I move quite much in my sleep. At the moment my sleep sucks but that's probably because so many things happen at the same time and I don't manage to catch up.

4. What do you offer a friend?
An honest opinion. And I think I'm reliable.

5. Friday fill-in:
Please don't ___.
Please don't make me sleep bad this night.

Stolen from crystal_smile

( Hollowman )

Stolen from daisy_duckling
( I always knew that I'm weird ... )

I found the perfect song to sing when I'm in a bad mood. I saw Wednesday 13 as support for The 69 Eyes a few weeks ago and since then I have that song stuck in my ear. So if you ever annoy me you know what I sing *muahahahahahaha* It's like perfect, haha. And yes, I'm a very weird person :P

Bad Things

A bullet in your head is how I want it
Your body on the floor -- a Kodak moment
You're a waste of air and a waste of space
I want sharp objects to fly into your face
I hate you now more than I ever did
I wanna kill you, dig you up and do it again
I want a car to run over your head
Put it in reverse and do it again

I would be lying if I said that it wasn't true
I only want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want very bad things to happen to you

It would be really great if you drowned in a lake
Or put a bag over your face and watched you suffocate
I'd celebrate at your wake, I'd bake myself a cake
'Cause you're my favorite person that I love to hate
And you're the reason that murder should be legalized
If it was, you'd be dead and in the ground by five
Just in case I forgot to say --
I hate you motherfucker in the very worst way

And I would be lying if I said that it wasn't true
I only want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want very bad things to happen to you

I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want very bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want bad things to happen to you
I want very bad things to happen to you

!!!OFFICIAL STATEMENT!!! / 23.03.07 - 13:40:59 by : den Atelier (admin) e-mail :
Deep Insight will not be booked for the 2007 edition of the Rock-A Field Festival. This is due to security reasons. As their fans often carry Alete glass recipients which can, if broken become a fatal instrument in the so called Mosh-Pit or as they call it on Deep Insight Concerts: the Pampers Pit! Thanks for your time but your third class alternative band will NOT perform!

Taken from http://www.atelier.lu/

I can't believe they write something like that just because people requested DI to play at the festival.

EDIT: Well, it seems that it was a kind of joke. I don't know if you can believe it or not. Fact is that people bitched there about DI and it's still really ignorant to write something like this there. I'm pissed off anyway.

This post won't be very interesting for you but I just have to write this!

So, in the last few years my uncle always annoyed me a lot with taking picture of me during family parties. I usually don't like it very much if someone takes pictures of me but well, sometimes I don't mind. It's just that it annoys me a lot if someone takes pictures of me while eating or doing other stuff. At some point it's just not funny anymore and starts to be simply annoying.

My uncle Achim is one of these people. So at the party of my aunt's 50th birthday many pictures where taken again of me. At some point then I stole the camera and took pictures also and even made a small video. Of course my uncle deleted them all when he got the camera back and then I decided to take revenge. I planned on bringing my camera to the christmas party so that I could make some videos also.

So when we were all waiting for lunch to be served I started taking videos. I had 256 MB free space, hehe. My uncle didn't really like it and felt quite observed. In the end I did something like 15 or 16 small videos. They are entertaining to watch for me and my parents loved them also (just because I didn't film them, hehe).

Now as highlight of my revenge I uploaded them all to my youtube account and promised my uncle to write in my blog about it!
So check out this page of all the videos I posted!

Videos

I can tell you that they are very very boring but maybe it interests some people (@Gen: You can hear my family talking german, hehe). And you will see some other people from my family, hehe.

And surprise surprise. It's of course the new Deep Insight video that got the honour of being embedded in my myspace profile. I usually hate profiles that are filled with videos and banners and whatever so that it takes 20 minutes for the complete page to load. And often my computer just completely crashes.
But this video deserves it that I break my rule for once here. I simply love this video and the fact that Miska is also in it makes me like it even more. And they took footage from the Helsinki gig last october! So some nice memories for me, hehe.

So go and watch the video if you didn't do it already!
( One Minute Too Late )

And I found out again that I'm the unluckiest person on this planet when it comes to competitions and things like that. I participated in a competition to win tickets for the Cologne gig of Sunrise Avenue. I did it twice, once for me and once for Dani because she can't open the homepage at work.
Now guess who won tickets? Dani of course. And I already thought that since I wasn't very much interested in taking part in this competition I would win for once. But no, hehe. Anyway, there is a ticket and so I can get this whole thing out of my mind.

( My Top 15 Artists )

I was tagged by xfoolforyoux

Five movies I could watch over and over again:

1. Dead Poets Society
2. Lord of the Rings
3. The Crow
4. American Pie
5. Dirty Dancing

Five songs I never get sick of:

1. One minute too late - Deep Insight
2. Lost soul - Negative
3. Lost boys - The 69 Eyes
4. Gone with the sin - HIM
5. VIP - Dancing on the roses

Five random things about me:

1. I love Finland.
2. I'm a fangirl when it comes to a certain Finn.
3. I'm annoyed very often!
4. I always listen to music.
5. I like going to gigs.

Five bizarre items I would have a hard time living without:

1. My computer.
2. My car.
3. My friends.
4. Music.
5. Chocolate.

Five things I want to learn in my life:

1. Not to get annoyed that easily.
2. Living in another country.
3. Really speaking finnish.
4. Save some money.
5. Cooking. Maybe, hahahaha.

Five people I tag to do this survey next:

Whoever wants to do a random survey can feel tagged. Do what you want ;)

( Die Eine )

Yeah, finally I received my Zebras on the wall single. I had some trouble with the shop sending it to me because I never received anything. So they sent me a new one. I actually wanted to have 2 but maybe I get the second one when they got some new from the record company. But I'm very happy because that makes my collection nearly complete. The only thing I need to have now is the Julia EP. But I first have to find a helpful Finn then because they sell the EP sometimes on www.huuto.net!
Oh and I didn't know that Ariel from Callisto produced the Ivory Tower album of DI. Funny that it doesn't sound like Callisto at all, hehehehe.

I'm listening to the new MCR album and I like it. What a suprise because I was really sick of their last album and I don't like the first single of this album either. But the rest is quite cool :D

I have just finished packing my stuff for Finland and I'm sooo excited. I will see DI very soon and I can't wait to finally have the new album in my hands. It's been way too long since Freakstock.
I won't ramble more about that now because I can do that when I'm back on thursday.

Oh, and I wanted to post a pic of my new shoes. My lovely checkered Vans got some kids :D :D
They are checkered as well and look like this!

And I finally got the second pic of me and DI in Rovaniemi. I don't know if I already posted it here but anyway, here is it!

And Sunrise Avenue will be on tour here in Germany next february. That means more Jukka!!!!! I'm even more excited now :D :D :D

I'm writing a lot here lately. I wonder if the theory that you post more when you don't feel that good is true. I can't even say if I feel good or if I feel bad. I feel indifferent. Somehow weird. Everything around me seems to be weird. Or I am weird. I have no idea. Hm, I'm simply thoughtful maybe. The whole 'What will I do with my future' thing coming up again. My parents are joking a lot that I should finally finish my studies. But they have no idea that it is not that easy as it maybe sounds. I'm a quite good student and I'm usually motivated to do stuff. But the problem is that there are mostly time reasons that some things went slower than I planned. I can't change the fact that the university has no money and so some classes are just cancelled or have a restricted number of people who can take it. What situation is it if there is a lottery for the places in one course. With my luck I have no chance to get in there anyway. This life really sucks.

I'm glad to have my 24 hours off next week. This will help me very much. I'm sure about that. The concert will put me in some enthusiastic mood again. And that will be great.
I discovered yesterday that my plane will land in Germany again at 4 pm. That means that I have 2 hours to get to finnish classes. I'm just not sure if I want to go there then. I guess I will decide that next week.

I saw Jukka online yesterday and so I wrote him a comment to tell me once again the 'Uhu' sentence. He answered me and now I have that sentence written on my profile, hahahaha. 'Willst du den Uhu in sein Heißen Grill tragen?', isn't that a nice sentence? And of course he had to add the 'Ich bin spitz wie Nachbars Lumpi' sentence as well. Crazy finnish people, hehe.

I'm currently thinking about going to the NGT gig in Cologne even though I wanted to skip that because I'm going to Finland next week. But still I would like to see them live again. I even like most of the new songs and I'm definitely up to see Mr. Love again, hehe. I still think he is cool.
Katja, I guess you are reading here, hehe. Are you still up for going to the NGT gig in Cologne? Would like it to see you and Andrea again.

I just checked the latest charts on my last.fm! And I must say that my manipulating worked so far, hehe. Last week I listened to Deep Insight 422 times. And 84 times to Sunrise Avenue. I was impressed to even find Die Toten Hosen in my top 10. And Callisto is there as well. I must say that I start to like this band the more I listen to it. I start to get impatient with their tourdates. Hope they play somewhere close soon. Same goes for Disco Ensemble :D

I'm desperately trying to burn a cd at the moment but my Nero always fucks up. Very stupid. Just because my mum wants to have my Monkees cd! And now my burner refuses to give me the cd back! :O :O Scary. Hmpf. Okay, now I have it back. Instead of simply copying the cd I will burn now the mp3's. Might be easier. At least I hope so.

Have I already mentioned that I will go to Finland next week? :D :D I can't write a post without saying that. It's more than two months since the last DI concert. And that is way too long ago. Sucky thing is just that the Tavastia is quite big. I wonder how many people will come. They don't have that many fans I think, hehe.

End of a very random update!

My friday was sort of weird. I felt like exploding any minute. It was a strange feeling somehow, luckily it was a really positive feeling.
I was woken up at 6.12 am because the cellphone of my father rang. He was taking a shower and so it took him endless time to answer it, hehe. I'm really used to his phone ringing in the middle of the night but this time it was really disturbing. I didn't really get back to sleep and since I planned on doing some shopping I got up at 8 am.
My plan was to buy some new trousers and the cd inlcuding the SOS version of The Rasmus. I hate buying trousers and so I tried several on. And I found one! And surprise: It's a jeans. And it's blue!!!
I then headed for a cd store and they had the Bravo CD. But it cost 18,99 € there and that was way too much. So I checked another store and got them for 14,99 € then. And all that for just one song, hehe. The rest of the cd is crappy. I own now a song of Tokio Hotel. I never thought that this would ever happen. Unbelievable.
When I got home I made myself some cheap pizza that only cost 1 €. And it tasted like that, haha. The cool thing was that when I was eating this pizza the Deep Insight singles arrived. I had ordered them last wednesday and so they travelled through Europe for one week. I don't want to know where my cd's have been all the time. But I was simply happy to hold the cd finally in my hands. I've waited the whole week and lost patience more than once. And then it was there, hehe. I put it in my cd player and started listening the second track 'Five minute murder' because I already know 'New day' for quite some time. Well, the beginning of this song is sorta scary, hehe. And it's very much like My Chemical Romance. I have to admit that I needed a couple of times until I started liking the song. And I listened to it a lot. Something like 20 or 30 times on repeat. And Jukka says something in spanish in that song. So damn funny, haha. That somehow fucked me up completely, hehe. I felt like being on drugs. Deep Insight drugs, hehe.
Later then I chatted to Iris and she will come with me to the Deep Insight gig in Helsinki. That means I'm not alone and I can avoid certain other people I don't really want to meet or talk to. I could lose my reputation, hahaha. Even though I doubt that I have a reputation because I mostly acted quite stupid around the guys, haha.
And I was forced to listen to Bleak! I really dislike the band Bleak. Caleb, their singer, is so arrogant on stage. From the first second I saw him on stage I didn't like him. And in Rovaniemi I pretty much ignored them as well. But the sucky thing is, I really like the part of the song I got yesterday. It is for a finnish movie and Caleb sings a duet with Ana Johnsson. And that sounds really cool. Hmm, I know that the songs by Bleak are not that bad. As long as I don't have to look at the singer, hehe.
The day kind of ended with the fact that I woke up this morning again very early at around 5 am because of a thunderstorm. That was really scary. I simply hated it. But it was only short or I fell asleep quickly again. I don't know. Anyway, I hope today is not as weird as yesterday.

Leave a comment and I'll give you a letter. Then you must think of 10 song titles that start with that letter, without using Google or other cheats.

I got the letter N from daisy_duckling!

1. New day - Deep Insight
2. Not like the other girls - The Rasmus
3. Never take friendship personal - AnBerlin
4. No way in hell - Bomfunk MC's
5. Neverending parade - Negative
6. Numb - Linking park
7. Nobody move nobody get hurt
8. Nof fear - The Rasmus
9. Nymphetamine - Cradle Of Filth
10. November - Silverstein

I just have finished eating some more cake and now I thought I could update my lj again.

One week ago was the funeral of my great-grandmother. It was nice. It might sound weird that a funeral is nice. But it was. I liked the ceremony. I'm not very religious but still I liked the ceremony in the chapel. The pastor said some nice things and it felt good to listen to him. The only annoying thing was that the cell phone of one person from our family (I don't know how I am related to her, hehe) rang during the ceremony in the chapel. Everyone was so pissed. This whole thing lasted something like one hour but still some people can't live without their phone. What a sucky world! My brother nearly killed this person, hahahahaha.

Most people already know I guess that I will go to Helsinki again for 24 hours. Deep Insight will have their album release party in Tavastia and I will be there. I like the Tavastia a lot even though I think it's too big for them. They will play with a band called Sara. They are more metal from what I have heard and so I'm looking forward to see them live as well. And I'm curious if people from other finnish bands will show up there as well. Would be funny even though I would be too shy to talk to them anyway. And they will play the new songs there for the first time. I so can't wait. And I can't wait for the album as well, hehe.

I ordered the single at freerecordshop.fi. This whole page is in finnish but they ship to Germany as well. So it was quite an adventure to order there, haha. God knows what I ordered there now. And I ordered more than one single so that I can give some of them away as presents :D :D ... I just can't keep quiet about that because I wanted to have it more as a a surprise. Hmm, heheheheh.
They gave my cd's in the mail yesterday so that I maybe get them this weekend. At least I hope so. Would be cool.

And I ordered another pair of shoes. Vans. Checkered. I so don't need them. But my mother said she would pay for them. So why not having another pair of Vans, hehe. But they have 4-10 days delivery time. I'm very excited about all that.

I listened to Hide From The Sun all day yesterday. I'm very much a fan of No Fear at the moment, hehe. And I don't know why. Very strange thing. I was feeling nostalgic somehow.

Oh and Billy Talent. I love them at the moment. Their music is awesome. I had their first album for quite some time but I got quickly bored by their songs. And now I really like them.

And I've been checking out many finnish bands lately: Entwine, ShamRain, Lapko, Killpretty, Stam1na, To/Die/For.

I will make a list with all songs by finnish bands that I own. Always useful for trading in communities, hehe.

And they played Creep on the radio today. Kinda scary. Must be a sign, hehe.

Found this on various journals and it applies for me as well.

If there is one or more people on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.